Those sweet words.




Chem practical. Hello, MUCH MUCH MUCH better than Physics. Physics was like fucking screwed.
Lit on Thursday!

After O's I need to clear everything out of my mind. As in, literally everything. Die die also have too. I dont wna be brought down by those issues again.

I'm not thinking right.

I'm hungry, and I need to eat.

Dance; Like no one's watching.
Sing; Like no one's hearing.
Then love; Like you've never been loved. ):

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Back from a studying session with the seniors again, but this time, I was early. Heh went to study on my own first, figured that I could do more without distraction. But no, all I did was an Amath paper plus Chem corrections. I know, so loser right ahah shut up. I was stoning half the time. Starbucks coffee never fails to cheer me up :D

Okay, to be exact, 7 more days to the start of practical which means the start of O's! WHOO this is the best man.

I really have no life huh. Currently in a mood swing, so I know my words are rather harsh but I dont really care. Study study study, go out also to study. Its a real pain, real nightmare. ): Well I dont wna regret it anyway, so no life then no life, its gona end soon! Then I'll go mad. I shld stop blogging huh, I sound like I have a major attitude prob. Ha drown me in coffee.

Yes so now I know Favourite things is sung by Big Brovaz, does anyone have the song? Can send me? Haha I'm too lazy to upload.

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Going out with Cel to study overnight at Macs. Well hope that we actually do go out cos right now, I feel kinda lazy. Heh besides, I'm too drained from doing anything. You know the feeling? Where sometimes you just feel like giving up. Yeah, I'm right there.


Notice me

Sometimes I think about everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you
And I need you
So please dont throw our love away.
(Forget me, girl)

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss, you told me that
Nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too, but nothing stays the same
Im sorry for the tears
Im sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say good bye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain to seein' you cry.

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

All that is mine is yours thats what I said
Treat you with love and respect in every way
You want it I gave, you need me I was there
Now you treat me like if Im not here
I loved you and I need you, dont wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more, I feel Im dyin inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So if you wake up one morning and Im not there
Just rembemer I loved you, it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I gave you my good and my bad, my heart and my soul
My trust, my money, my time, what more could you ask
From a man even when times were hard I held out my arms
And held you and even accepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go nights like this
I wish rain drops would fall to cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years of loving someone
Who couldnt love me back and now again
I gotta start from scratch but I know I've given you my everything

My sacrifice.



Open house on Saturday. Met Cel, Nat and Amelia. Headed down to AC for games, felt so.. useless? Hah was practically running around the court like an idiot. Okay, it was more of jogging. Made a pact with Cel during the second game, so we didnt run much hahaha. We've asked coach bout our rooming, and she doesnt want to reveal anything! So we'll only get to know it on 25 October. ):

Went to Vivo with Cel and Hs. Ate at pastamania, we were like pigs. Eating so much and we stank. Met Izza then walked around, oh and we bought such cute bottles from toy sarus! (: Walk walk and that place really has everything and anything! Warehouse, Topshop and Forever21 all lined up next to each ohter, Mango and Guess at the other side! Left after Nat came. Went home, bathed, then met Kahyee. Ate then went to eh, tea gardens? Heh studied overnight, so glad I've managed not to sleep. That girl's a shui tong! Only know how to drink.. you have no idea how much she drank that night! :O

Hah then went home and my mum's damn funny. She called me at 10am when I was already home and asked where was I?!

Mum: Where are you now?
Me: Er, where are you?
Mum: Home la!
Me: ME TOO!?

Then I kept laughing so she came into the room and saw me in bed ._. HAHAHAH.

Woke up at bout 3pm, went for tuition. Then headed to Starbucks to do work. Yeap then reached home at bout 12am.

English lesson on Monday, dozing off in class. We all didn't stay for the test, hah came up with all sorts of excuses. Lol then met up with study khaki :D But half the time I was like stoneddd. Left in the evening to come home and sleep.

Tuition later! BORING.

29moredays to go!

Why do our eyes always meet.

You and your hand.

OH MY TIAN!
Rain is coming to Singapore next year!
And his tickets are like $888!!?!?!?
BHRVGUIRTHVURSJEUTNVLSSNCUFNRRFIRNFMV
UTHJREKHFJREHJKEHTIJERH
HFRUEHTI HTRHET
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Oh man, there goes my hopes of ever seeing him LIVE!
): ): ): ):

Even if I work during the holidays I wont be able to earn so much within a short period of time! Nevermind I shall start my JZ fund so people start donating alrights. (: Hehe.

Was listening to some emo songs, there are some which are quite good. Really gets you into the nostalgic mood eh, thinking and thinking and thinking.......... until your brain spoils. But damn, the lyrics are good. Alanis Morissette, current love :D

Ain't I not allowed to cut my hair? HAHA gona go tmr. Changing stylist, hope it wont be a problem. Poos.

Fingers are too tired from the SS mock exam that we did just now.. so yeah.

So sickening!

Take your mama out all night!

Last day of school on Friday, though it didn't felt much like it. Not much lessons, a major talk on O LEVELS blah. Yup summarises briefly about the day in school.. Man I'll miss playing basketball in school.. ): All the screamings plus the teachers playing along, and of cos soccer too. Although at first I was rather against it and only agreed to be the goalkeeper.. lol. The company is awesome too. (: There's just too much I'll miss about the new campus, not forgetting the Thomson site too. I cant bear to leave IJ D:

Yes I'm glad to announce, my current craze are EGG FLIPS! :D gooey seriously there are super cuteeeeeee!! Flipsy eggys, I gave one to Miss Champion, and she has moo, mine is bok. ): [tsk does the name sound familar!] I like hers better, cos mine is pink! Rahs nvm I've grown to like mine alot alot. (:

Okays update on studies.

Went for Physics class in the morning today. Coffee really does perk me up. =) Couldn't sleep the whole night cos I drank coffee at like what, 12 midnight? Talked with Samy on the phone, we were discussing about Physics, the subject that I'm gona flunk. Heh yeah slept only at like 4am..

Studied with seniors on Friday with Cel, um it was supposed to be a tuition kinda thingy.. It was rather fruitful. =) K la no comments. Gona join them in studying every week! Wheehoo got people to help me clear my doubts.

I suddenly have the urge to train again.. Although I know when I start I'm so gona regret it.. but then, having trained for almost 7 years and suddenly you stop for 7 months.. It feels kinda weird. =S I miss the feeling on court, its as if I'll never be able to play as how I did the first half of the year. ): BOOHOO I've lost my stamina, my skills, my everything! ): Now my brain is filled with nasty thoughts of books and nothing else.

Dont feel like blogging already. Tata! :)

Your body sweats; your body shakes.

Currently at home, dying because of a flu while kissing my notes and the stacks of papers. :l Ugh what a life. But somehow, I'm rather relieved. I'm finally getting the momemtum of studying, instead of being a couched potato. Hope I'm peaking at the right period, I wna do well for O's! Peehee and I definitely study better at home rather than in school, so say! Just using the comp to relax a lil before I drown in the piles of papers again.

Prelim results were out, but our school hadn't do much moderation. Weird but yeah, results were kinda okay, to me only la. Cos people in my class were getting the range of 8 to 12 points, kannasai la! Hur okay happy for those who did well, they deserved it. (: Ha and Mr Teh was damn cute, while checking my L1R5 he said, 'Okay, now you can go to a JC after moderation, so don't go and work okay? Its not good.' He's damn funny luh.

On the other hand, why are there so many JCs having their open house on the same day? 14th of October will be so packed, have to go to one JC to another.. I wna go visit ITE College West! They have awsome facilities man, and cgtssopo! ;)

Yay yay, there's finally a trip overseas this year :D To perth from 5th to 9th of December, with the netball school team WHOOO its gona be hell loads of fun! Although its a little costly but! I still have money in my edusave so it shld be quite alright. Heh plus after I get back I'll be going to Bangkok again for intensive shopping! Whee this is my motivation peehoo.

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Sakae buffet with bestie yesterday, it was time to catch up. We arrived hungry like beggars but after 20 minutes, we were bloated to the max. Haha damn lousy la. Then we keep stuffing rice in between plates so that we wont be eating rice half the time. Lol and then our convo then drifted to mental people who let loose, and her story is ubberly hilarious! Well at least my encounter wasn't as bad as hers, why is the world world going crazy! Then when I told Becks she said, 'Ya cos there's people like you who are largely influential thats why.' *piaks*

And I have to mention this, Grace must be super touched after what we did for her okay. Sacrificed my night to go to her house and surprise her, though the surprise was kinda ruined. Hur but yes! Just hoped that she enjoyed her bday. (: And where has all the justice gone too? My sis has got the bestest cake everrr. ):

Aw I miss SI, more of like Jon HAHA.

Damn I cant upload pictures.

Hey, I've got more important things to do rather than listen to your crap okay?